I'm confused.

On one hand, I think it's becoming more apparent.

I think it's becoming clearer.

I think it's beginning to make some sense.

But on the other hand i don't know what i'm doing.

I think i'm wasting my time.

I don't think what i've tried will ever be noticed.

But i guess that's what it is all that is going to be about.

I think whatever i'm typing now doesn't make sense either.

So dumb. So stupid.