Pain is expected. You live through it. And then you get up and then you fight again. And then you succumb to the same scenerio and so everything happens again. It's a cycle.

Sigh.

Two more days.

Two more days to fate-deciding day.

It's make or break.

But first Chem test is up tommorow which i do hope i pass and not waste the efforts of _______. I promise i'll do my best amd not let you down.

Someone once said:
"Don't ask for tasks equal to your power, but ask for power to equal your tasks"

This is task number one. Strength is what i really need.

and i hope to God i'll figure out what's wrong