I pondered a lot during YC. A lot of issues got me thinking. The messages seemed like they were talking to me heart, it seemed that the messages were for me. I asked myself a lot of question. Do I really love the Lord? Am i safe? Am i willing to learn? etc.

I pondered, I thought, I reflected. Why are my actions not worthy of the Lord? Why? A lot of why's in fact. I struggled, I struggled to find the answer. But yesterday i knew, i knew that I really loved the Lord very much. I wanted to seek his will. I wanted to learn, I wanted to try. Even if i know maybe i'm going to fail, i still want to try.

and so i offered my life.

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

Lord, I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your Glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You as a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer you my life

What can we give that You have not given
What do we have that is not already yours
All we possess are these lives we're living
And that's what we give to you Lord

my life. my promise. my conviction