History just repeated itself again.

Why? Sometimes I ask myself.

I reflect and promise myself that I'll change from now on.

The end result? Same old thing.

If you are wondering what I'm blabbering about, it's my marks.

I'm such a procrastinator. I set my mind on doing well but yet time and time again I fail repeatedly.

The heart is willing but the flesh is weak.

I have one more chance now. It's make it or break it.

If I'm ever going to fulfill my desire of making it to a JC, I better start making radical changes now.

It's now or never.

Sometime I really feel like giving up. But then again, how can i give up without even making good progress?

I hate myself. I really do.

But for now, I need to reflect. Yet again.