YC was fun.

Really fun.

It was the best camp ever.

Not because i was the cover boy,

But because i've now realised the true meaning to 'SHOUT FOR JOY'

I really did not expect it to go past that fast.

I went to the camp wanting to find how to obtained the Joy of Salvation.

I got on my answer on Wednesday during morning session.

It really reached out to my heart.

I got alot of confesions to make.

Alot of sins.

I know what i have to do now.

As i reflecting on wednesday's message on thursday morning, i suddenly felt fear.

I was afraid to change.

At that point of time, i din't know whether i should consecrated my life.

I was in a dilema.

I prayed about it and God answered it through Pastor.

I did not really expect Pastor to change the way he preach as he normally does.

I wanted to give myself a chance.

Whether i fail or not, at least i know that i have tried.

I want Joy.

I want my name in the book of life.

I thank the Lord for Andrew. He really answered my questions after the message.

Who am i compared to the Lord.

Without him, i would have crumbled long ago.

The Lord is the same. He never changes.

I love you lord.

Please come into my life.